Forever , I Will Wait

I sometimes feel my heart will burst
from wanting you so much
I can't explain in words of how
I long to feel your touch


There is no way I can convey
this emptiness inside
That seems to tear my soul to shreds
as time goes swiftly by


If I could merely hold you near
for just a little while
If I could simply talk with you
or only see you smile


To have you look into my eyes
and wait to hear you say
Something that would help me
to take this pain away


If I have to wait forever
I guess that's what I'll do
For me, it will be worth it
to finally be with you...

I miss you

My day was incomplete yesterday.....i missed you whole day...but you dint miss me i know.....i want you to miss me someday like i miss you ....i called my every friend to change my mind...but every time and with everyone the topic was yours....the topic was how can someone cannot understand the deep feelings of the other...i know you have been hurt in the past..i know you are too cautious....but please dont judge me with a biased mind....and stop loving anyone with mind...love is a feeling of a heart and let him do his duty please...i see u not in a day time but also in my dreams..its not i dont have other things to do..its just i have fallen in love with you..i have work too...i have friends too...but i love you truly now...and i am very happy that my feelings are true... at least i am not fake like other boys....i know i am being impatient...but dont you think i deserve more???? at the start you were so attached to me...you had time for me...but now you are too busy.....when you have a right guy with you ,you are not valuing him.....why??? you loved the wrong ones in the past and hurting the right one....is it fair????you are so intelligent.....what your speak of intelligence on this thing??? i have the same question from God why is HE so harsh with me????what is my fault??i am just in love..in love with a girl .....that is true...yes it is true..my pain of a heart and the water of eyes cant lie to me..i want justice...i want peace..i want love...!!!

Our First Long Drive

I saw a dream last night..it was our first long drive together.....you were sitting next to me... smiling at me...feeling complete......in a first moment i was looking at the road and on the other i was looking at you...we were on a journey..journey of our life.....only you and me..no one else was there....your right hand was trying to touch fingers of my left hand when it was on a gear lever...i could smell the aroma of your favorite perfume...it was magical...resplendent.....the road was endless like i always imagine our life together till infinite years....cool breeze was gushing through your hair and some of the layers of your hair were trying to touch my cheeks my lips in a  jiffy to jiffy...after a while i started driving while looking at you...you asked why you are not looking at the road..i replied i have my angel with me..now i have no fear of life....i know my GOD is with me now...you smiled with wet eyes and cuddled me from my left side...God was showering the petals of flowers in the form of small rain drops in the success of our love story....I could never forget our first long drive.......!!!

I am Waiting For You

The day has past, and night has come
The sky is bright with stars
But I won’t move and I won’t sleep
I am waiting for you

The sun is rising to start the day
The grass still wet with dew
It’s been so long and still your gone
But I still wait for you

The days go by but I won’t cry
For I know you’ll be here soon
I won’t lose faith
I will not stray
I’ll stay and wait for you

But the days grow long and lonely
And you have yet to come
My hope is growing thinner
As the days drag on and on

5,6,7 days 8, 9 and more
And finally I see your face
As you open your car door

Your slow steps moving towards me
I know you are in pain
As you set a bouquet of flowers
Gently by my grave

Your eyes are sad and empty
Is there nothing I can do?
I reach out to touch your cheek
But my hand just goes right through

You stay a while in silence and grief
Then, hesitantly, you leave
I watch you go
And hope you know…
I am waiting for you.

My Pain....

I never wanted my love to irritate you......its my love and care for you which you think irritates you the most...in a jiffy you said you dont wana be in a relationship as it steals your freedom...did u ever think what you are stealing from me???? its my life nothing else....i always dream my life with you...my every small small happiness...my every small small sorrow..i always dream to share with you....you say you are practical...i say i am in love....you say you cant reciprocate the feelings....i say i demand the respect...you say you dont expect a call or a message....i say i expect completeness from you...you say you dont deserve me....i say it means i dont deserve my life...when you talk rude with me i feel like you are asking me to stop breathing....you always say you have never seen a guy like me and you feel for me too...then why are you stopping yourself to come in my arms....i promise to give you the happiness you deserve...i promise to be loyal with you...i promise to be your man always...whenever i see my eyes in the mirror...i wish to see the glimpse of you in them...i know you stay there....i am waiting for you and will always wait for you ......!!!

You Don't Hurt Mee

My pain and my tears were always mine...they are coming out slowly and gradually...not because you hurt me...its because they are making space for you to stay forever in my heart and eyes...!!!

I WANT YOUUUUUUUUUUU

I want morning and noon and nightfall with you.... I want your tears, your smiles, your kisses...the smell of your hair, the taste of your skin, the touch of your breath on my face..... I want to see you in the final hour of my life...to die in your arms as I take my last breath......!!!

Aai Kaaaaashhhhhhh Ki Aisaaa Ho Jaaaaayeee.........

Mein kuch bhi nahi hoon tere liye,

Kuch tere liye me ho jaon....

tere dil me rahoon, Aakhon me basoon,

Dharkan me shamil ho jaon....

Tu jab bhi koi baat kare,

Mera naam bhi us me shaamil ho.

Tu jab bhi maange kuch rab se,

Meri zaat bhi us me shaamil ho,

Haye ek bar to aisa ho jaye,

Ik pal ke liye aai Jaan-e-Jaan

Tujhe mujh se mohabat ho jaye.

Aai kash ke aisa ho jaye... ...!!!

PLEASE SMILE

In your smile I see happiness, 

In your smile I see love,
Your smile makes me happy,
Your smile makes me laugh,
In your smile you have purity,
In your smile there is joy,
Your smile makes me feel safe, 

Your smile completes me,

Your smile takes me to the different world,

Your smile gives me peace,

Your smile is a smile of an angel,
Your smile is the best.....!!!

Kabhi Toh Samjhoge Ki Kitni Mohabbat Thi Tumse............

Yaad toh har koi karega jaane ke baad
sacche pyar ka pata chal jaayega waqt aane ke baad
kaun kitni mohabbat karta hai
nazar aajayega mar jaane ke baad..

Har kadam pe dhoke milte rahege
par fiza me phool phir bhi khilte rahege
yeh haqeeqat hai log aksar badal jate hai
par phir bhi anjaano se dil milte rehte hai..

yaado main kabhi aap bhi khoye hoge
khuli aankho se kabhi aap bhi soye hoge
maana hasna hai aadat gham chupaane ki
par haste haste kabhi aap bhi roye hoge..

labo pe geet to aankho mei khawab rakhte the..
kabhi kitabo mei hum bhi gulaab rakhte the ..
kabhi kisi ka jo hota tha intezar hame..
bada hi sham o sehar ka hisaab rakhte the…

Is jahan me mohabbat kash na hoti,
To safar-e-zindagi me mithas na hoti!
Agar milti BEWAFA ko sazae maut,
To diwano ki kabre yu udas na hoti...!!!

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

Love Means... (a girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)
Girl: Slow down. I'm scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a big hug. (Girl hugs him)
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on? It's bugging me.

In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.

I WOULD DIE WITHOUT YOUUUUUUUUUU

One night a guy and a girl were driving home from the movie. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on.

A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.

At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."

I LOVE YOU

A man bought 12 flowers... 

                 11 real and 1 fake... 

He said, "I will love you until the last flower dies.... <3

ALL I SEE IS YOU.............

I love you, the way you are, I would hold you in my arms, your smile so sweet to me...... But now when I see you, you look right through me, I feel so alone now, but when I close my eyes... ...All I see is you. The love we share, gone up in whirl winds, will I ever love, or ever live again...... I am tired of crying, and I am done trying, To remember all about you, but when I close my eyes... ...All I see is you. All the love I am sending, the memories I won't sell, I know there must be an ending,to the story I will tell, I dream only of your love, and happiness in life, I try not to think of you, but when I close my eyes... ...All I see is you.

Kaaaasssssshhhhhhhhhhhh Mere Dil Ko Samjhta Tu Kabhi.....

Naadan Hai Mujhe Patthar Dil Bataane Waale

Shaayad Bhul Gaye Hain Ek Baat Ye Zamaane Waale

Patthar Ki Keemat Un Haathon Se Pucho…

Taraash Ke Tajmahal Bana Gye Jo Banaane Waale

Kabhi Kehta Tha Mujhe Ke Koi Duaa Hoon Mai

Aaj Wo Keh Gya Mujhko Ki Bewafa Hoon Mai..

Wo Jee Na Paata Tha Lamha Kabhi Bagair Mere

Aaj Kehne Laga Mujhko Ki Ek Sazaa Hoon Mai..

Yahi Dastoor Hai Aur Aisa Hi Hota Aaya

Lagi Maashuq Ke Mehndi Aur Aashiq Rota Aaya..

Magar Riwaaz Bhi Ye Ulta Kar Diya Maine

Bina Chaahat Kisi Ki Maang Bhar Diya Maine..

Kiya Hai Jo Bhi Ispe Khud Se Hi Khafa Hoon Mai

Aaj Wo Keh Gya Mujhko Ki Bewafa Hoon Mai....!!!

MERA DARD...

Ek dard hai meri aankhon main tere baghair,
Ek aah hai meri zubaan pe tere baghair.
Ro rahe hai tere intezaar main hum is kadar,
ke ek khoya sa junoon hai meri awaaz main tere baghair….!!!

MERE MEHBOOB

Udaas Lamhon Ko Naa Kabhi Yaad Rakhna. . .
Toofan Mein Bhi Wajood Apna Sambhal Ke Rakhna. . .
Kisi Ki Zindagi Ki Khushi Ho Tum. . .
Ussi Ke Liye Hamesha Apna Khayal Rakhna. . .!!!

I'M YOURS FOREVER

When I look into YOUR eyes, I know it’s true...YOU were made for me and I for YOU...When I close my eyes, I see YOU. When I open my eyes, I see YOU. There is nothing I can do without thinking of YOU...!!!

I NEED YOU

Here is my heart <3   Its yours , so take it...Treat it gently and please do not break it...Its full of love that is true which is only for you...so please keep it aways close to you..!!!

TERA CHEHRA

Tera chehra meri nazar mai hai,
Aur ye dil tere asar mai hai...

Jab bhi dekhta hu tere chehre ko main,
Kuch pal sukoon ke mil jaate hain mujhe...

Tera chehre se jo noor tapakta hai,
Mujhko tu mere khuda ka koi farishta lagta hai...

Teri aankhen mujhe baarish se bhare hoye baadlon si lagti hain,
Jaise tera kaajal teri aankhon ko buri nazron se bachaata hai....

Tere hothon ko dekh ke bas main yahi sochta hu,
Gulaab bhi unko dekh ke jal jaate honge...

Aur tere hothon ki hasi kuch aisi hai,
Jaise khuda apne bandon pe rehem karta hai...

Jab bhi sochta hu tere baare me,
Teri paishaani ko choomne ka dil karta hai...

Na jaane kaunsa mehboob roz hoga woh,
Jab mujhe tera husne-deedaar hoga...

Main jab bhi sochta hu us lamhe ke baare main,
Yaqeenan us waqt teri nazron ka teer mere dil ke paar hoga...!!!

$$$WHY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH $$$

Why I Love You So Much

I can be myself when I am with you,Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat,Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything.I like your small gestures that speak volumes about how much you care,The fact that you are without a doubt my true soul mate,The fact that you are the first and only person I’ve ever loved and the first person who ever truly loved me,The amazing way you always seem to be able to read my mind,You bring out the best in me.Just a sight of you lifts my up spirits.You have taught me what it is to love and be loved.I can be clumsy and foolish when I am with you, yet know that your love for me will never diminish.Your smile is enough to make a dull day seem bright as sun.Being in your arms makes me feel like I can never be lost again.I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.We can talk about everything or nothing--it's always okay with you.When you listen, I know you're really listening and not just waiting for your turn to talk.I can feel your love, in the warmth of your touch, 'cause it touches my heart and soul.You always know just how to spoil me.When we're together, time just comes to a halt.Your loving gaze is enough to carry me through a long day.You're the one who makes happiness happen.Because of you, no matter what may come tomorrow, today my life is more complete.I want to stay forever with you.I just can't imagine being me without you.Just a touch...and I lose my heart all over again.Whenever I need it most you're there with your all-purpose hugs.Ever since you have come into my life, I yearn to come back home and see your lovely smile.Your innocence makes me forget all shady things of this world.I love the way you get angry whenever I am late; yet wait for me for as long as it takes.You have given meaning to my existence.You are the only one who can make me smile even in my deepest sorrows.I respect the faith you have in me and love you for it.I get lost in the depth of your mysterious eyes.You always make me feel that you are by my side no matter what.The way that you always look for and find the positive in everything...!!!

$$$ I LOVE YOU MORE THAN MYSELF $$$

Teri nazron se hi dunia dekhi thi mene,
Ab tu nahi toh mere liye is duniya ke kya maa-ine....

Tere haathon se hi toh ehsaas paaya tha mene phoolo ka
Tere bin ab in khilte hue phoolo ka kya faayada....

Teri khuli hui zulfen hi toh mere liye baadlon ka saayaya tha,
Ab in baadlon aur baarishon ka kya faayada....

Jab teri awaaaz nahi in fizaaon me,
Toh saari awaazon ka kya faayada....

Dil toh tha mere paas
Bin dhadkan ke mere is dil ka kya faayda...

Jee toh raha hu me tere bin,
Par is jism ka uski rooh ke bina kya faayada....!!!

.....TERI ZULFAIN......

Tu kya jaane teri zulfon ka kamaal kya hai,

Koi hamse pooche unke deedar ke baad hamara haal kya hai....

Teri zulfon ke saaye me zindagi guzar karna chahta hu,
Main tujhse be-intahan mohabbat karna chahta hu....

Sochta hu jab bhi main teri geeli zulfon ke baare main,
khuda kasam main unko mehsoos karna chahta hu...

Ek iltaja hai meri tujhse aai mere mehboob,
Apni zulfon ko khula rakh ke meri rooh ko kuch sukoon dede,
Teri zulfon ko meri ungliyon ke ehsaas se aur khoobsoorat hone de...!!!

$$$$ BROKEN HEART $$$

Mujhe dard e ishq ka mazaa maloom hai,
Dard e dil ki intehaa maloom hai,
Zindagi bhar muskuraane ki dua naa dena,
Mujhe pal bhar muskurane ki sazaa maloom hai..

Bichad jana tu us ke liye ma-e-nay nahin rakhta,
Jafaon ka apni hissab wo zabani nahin rakhta,
Rota nahin ya usay rona nahin aata,
Sung-dil hai ya phir aankhon mein paani nahin rakhta….

Aashna hotey huay bhi aashna koi nahin
Jantey hain sab mujhy pehchanta koi nahin
Mukhtasir lafzon mein ye hai mizaj-e-dosti
Raabta beshak hai sab se wasta koi nahin...

Mere aur Us ke chahne me ek farq tha,
Mujhe woh aur Usko sara zamana chahiye tha

Nadaani mein hum kisse apna samajh baithe,
Jo dikhaaya uss Bewafa ne Sapna, hum haqeeqat samajh baithe
Dekho aaj chod diya hamein, Usne ek Ghair ke liye,
Jisse hum apna Humsafar samajh baithe...

zakhm itna gehra hain izhaar kya kare
hum khud nishana ban gaye vaar kya kare
so gaye hum magar khuli rahi aankhen
is se zyada unka intzaar kya kare...

Bhool jana tha to phir apna banaya kyon tha
Jhooti ulfat ka yaqin dilaya kyon tha
Apni chahat ka yaqin dilaya kyon tha
jooti manzil ka nishan banaya kyon tha

Wo muskura ke dard taal deta hai,
Kisi kisi ko khuda ye kamal deta hai.

Bus ik zara khayal is dosti ka tha,
Warna bohat gila teri berukhi ka tha,
Mujhko laga mai bhi teri zindgi main hoon,
Per ye to koi dhoka meri saadgi ka tha…

...MY POET...

The day you came in my life...I got a hint from God that yes,you are the angel I was waiting from eons to enter in my life.....whenever I listen to your voice I feel so complete..so happy..so enchanted...so joyful...you always say my singing and my beautiful words for you make you feel like some cool breeze is flowing and its gushing through your hair and giving you a wonderful time and a beautiful smile which every guy would love to see on your face and the happiness in your eyes...I sometimes feel blessed that I am the reason behind your smile...thank you so much for coming in my life and completing it with your pure presence........!!! 

.$$$..MY LOVE FOR YOU...$$$$

One day when you will ask how much I love you???? My answer will be ------ I love you more than a heart loves its heartbeat....more than a body loves its soul...more than a living creature loves its breathe...more than a mom loves its child...more than a plant loves its flower...more than an eye loves its vision...more than a hand loves its touch...more than a skin loves its glow...more than a fish loves water...I love you even more than that...!!!

Meri mohabbat ki kashti kuch aise majdhaar me hai,
ke main kinaare pe aa bhi nahi sakta
Aur doobna bhi naamumkin hai....!!!

Meri mohabbat ka silsila bhi kuch aisa hi hai,
ke main tera bina reh bhi nahi sakta,
Aur tujhe paana shayad naamumkin hai...!!!

Meri Mohabbat ka janazaa tab niklega,
Jab teri doli sajegi,kisi aur ke naam se...
Shayad tab tak meri ummeedon ki dunia kaayam hai
Aur mere jism me,meri rooh maujood hai.....!!!!

Dua karta hu main,
kabhi roye na tu..
gar roye toh teri aaankhon ko mere labon ka ehsaas ho jaayega….!!!

Hum ek din gaye unke paas mohabbat ka fasaana lekar,

Darte hue, kuch aahaton ke saath ik-raare-mohabbat lekar,

Dil me armaan bahot the mere, meri mohabbat ko lekar...!!!

Paas gaya unke,kuch kehna tha unko mene,

Main kuch kehta unse apni mohabbat ke baare me,

Usse pehle hi woh aagaye dosti ka paighaam lekar...!!!

Mere dil me kahin khushi thi unki dosti ko lekar,

Aur kahin dil me meri mohabbat ka gala ghut raha tha,

Main kuch bolta unse apni mohabbat ke bare me,

Usse pehle hi unki muskuraahat ne mujhe majboor kar dia 

Aur me wapis agaya, apne aasuon ko peekar..!!!

Teri aankhon ki kashmakash ko me bayaan nahi kar sakta,

Nashaa inme itna hai jitna koi paimaana bhi nahi kar sakta...

Teri aaankhon ke hum deewaane ho gaye hai,

Teri aankho me itni gehraai hai,

ke samandar kam pad jaayege,

hisaab dete dete...

Jab bhi dekhta hu teri aankhon ko main,

sochta hu ke kajal teri aankhon ko khoobsoorat banaata hai,

ya teri aaankhe kajal ko.....

Ab toh bas yahi kehna chahta hu teri aankho ke liye,

Teri aankhon ko dekh kar mera khuda me yakeen aur badh jaata hai...!!!

<<< YOU ARE MY ANGEL >>>

When I think about YOU.....I get PEACE which is the most priceless treasure of God...YOU are an angel gifted by God to me...I was unhappy...I was incomplete..YOU came in my life to complete ME...YES you complete me...when I think about YOU...I can feel the cool breeze gushing through my hair...I go to my wonderland...I feel like YOU are a bridge between ME and MY WONDERLAND... !!!

I know my life was unfair to me...So I started dreaming ...dreaming about the place and the land where there will be no hatred...no discrimination...no inferiority...no superiority...love and respect will be the religion and faith of everyone...where men and women will be loyal to each other...where children wont leave there parents to old age homes...where there will be no family which will sleep without food...where there will be no non curable disease...where love and respect will speak...where there will be the respect of behavior not of age...where women will be treated as equal to men in real term...where tears and emotions will have value...where the relationships will be selfless and meaningful...where men will run after peace and respect....where choice of partner will be based on character,nature and thoughts of a person not only looks or money...where everyone will have shelter to live...good food to eat...good income to survive...where rich will respect the poor...where there will be no dowry system...where there will no killing of men...where there will be no borders...where people will be God fearing in real way...where people will think hundreds of times before breaking anyone's heart...where hospitals will have less patients....where mosques,temples,gurudwara and churches will have more crowd...where a man will have a value of a man...!!!